I'm Sad
The past month has been pretty difficult for me. I realized that there's no way I'm going to be able to leave by the end of August, primarily because my support pretty much stalled. I was so certain that I was going to be leaving today.
Clearly, that didn't happen. Right now my support is only at 73%. WorldVenture requires that I have 100%. I agree with their rationale. They want me to focus on the work I've been called to do instead of trying to survive the day. It's a good rationale.
However, it doesn't make the waiting any easier. It doesn't make the questions any easier either. People want to know when I'm leaving: "I don't know. My support needs to be at 100%." They want to know what the hold up is: "I don't know."
What I do know is that God has a plan in place. He hasn't shared that with any of us yet, but I'm sure it will be great when He does finally reveal it. And I'm sure it will be worth waiting for.